Im tired of the friends i have.
Or maybe, should i really say they are my friends?
Screw it.
Gab's giving me too many false hopes and empty promises.
Im trying to be nice, besides the bitching, but no one sees it.
No one sees that im trying.
In the end i get smacked down to rock bottom.
They reject my calls and often give me false hopes.
This is killing.
I should never be this nice to them anymore.
Never gonna be like a jackass enough to msg them and ask them where are they hanging out so i could meet them.
Makes me desperate.
What are friends for? If they are even considered my friends in the first place.
After the shitty treatment ive recieved. All those moments i cried thinking where ive gone wrong. In the end, ive found out, the fault lies in them.
How can i be so stupid?
They were great company anyways.
But i dont wanna be desperate any more.
Coz the feeling fucking kills.
Labels: Feelings
