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Shagagraf
I know its kinda late..... but happy father's day.
I still think bout you daddy
and its been quite a while since i last spoken to you.
I hate myself for always finding other reasons but never finding the time to pay you a little visit.
I still could remember all the little things you would do to make me smile.
But the scary thing is..... memories of you are slowly fading away.
Right till this very second, i still cant believe the unbelievable.
You left me just like that.
But its okay..
Dad, ive missed you so much
& i'd do anything to travel the universe to look for you.
To see your face once again and ill take one last picture of you in my mind.
I know i never got a chance to say this to you ever but...
I love you....
and its been quite a while since i last spoken to you.
I hate myself for always finding other reasons but never finding the time to pay you a little visit.
I still could remember all the little things you would do to make me smile.
But the scary thing is..... memories of you are slowly fading away.
Right till this very second, i still cant believe the unbelievable.
You left me just like that.
But its okay..
Dad, ive missed you so much
& i'd do anything to travel the universe to look for you.
To see your face once again and ill take one last picture of you in my mind.
I know i never got a chance to say this to you ever but...
I love you.
Rome wasnt bulit in a day
Wise very wise.
Very true too though.
This is orgasmic for me
Well........ lordmotherfuckingjesuschrist.
Its 4:04 am and im at Macs blogging away with the company of 2 insanely fun people, JY & Josh (while Farid is sleeping beside me).
The aroma of the toasted bread and freshly brewed coffee is making my tummy wanna HXC dance.
K im very annoyed with some generator shit for myspace cause it doesnt wanna animate my pictures for me.. well anyway..
Okay.. so this week had been rather insane for me.. The gig, trying to get drunk but failed. Late night. Thursday with Farid and tons of Fabric. Another late night making my skirt. Turned out pretty awesome i must say. Friday with Josh & Mike. YET ANOTHER LATE NIGHT. Again, i tried to get drunk but FAILED. Saturday i stayed home. Finally had some rest. Well.. today's Sunday... at macs blogging. Tomorrow another photo shoot with Farid. Anticipating eagerly.
To that boy at that corner of my eye. Ill write this down for you......
Your fingertips across my skin the palm trees swaying in the wind images.
You sang me Spanish lullabies the sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick.
Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me
We walked along a crowded street, you took my hand and danced with me Images.
And when you left, you kissed my lips. You told me you would never, never forget these images. I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind. So you're gone and I'm haunted And I bet you are just fine. Did I make it that Easy to walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover, goodbye, my hopeless dream, I'm trying not to think about you. Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance my back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache. Almost lovers always do.
Sad sad sad sad sad.
You wasted my time....
Very true too though.
Well........ lordmotherfuckingjesuschrist.
Its 4:04 am and im at Macs blogging away with the company of 2 insanely fun people, JY & Josh (while Farid is sleeping beside me).
The aroma of the toasted bread and freshly brewed coffee is making my tummy wanna HXC dance.
K im very annoyed with some generator shit for myspace cause it doesnt wanna animate my pictures for me.. well anyway..
Okay.. so this week had been rather insane for me.. The gig, trying to get drunk but failed. Late night. Thursday with Farid and tons of Fabric. Another late night making my skirt. Turned out pretty awesome i must say. Friday with Josh & Mike. YET ANOTHER LATE NIGHT. Again, i tried to get drunk but FAILED. Saturday i stayed home. Finally had some rest. Well.. today's Sunday... at macs blogging. Tomorrow another photo shoot with Farid. Anticipating eagerly.
To that boy at that corner of my eye. Ill write this down for you......
Your fingertips across my skin the palm trees swaying in the wind images.
You sang me Spanish lullabies the sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick.
Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me
We walked along a crowded street, you took my hand and danced with me Images.
And when you left, you kissed my lips. You told me you would never, never forget these images. I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind. So you're gone and I'm haunted And I bet you are just fine. Did I make it that Easy to walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover, goodbye, my hopeless dream, I'm trying not to think about you. Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance my back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache. Almost lovers always do.
Sad sad sad sad sad.
You wasted my time.
Whats up with peeing at the life lobby?
Dont ask.
K the exciting thing is my eyes are already starting to burn.
Andim wearing whatever im wearing to school, now to sleep.
Soooooooooooooo in conclusion,
im gonna write expressive annoying vajaja crap in this post.
WOAHHH Kungfu panda. Damn nice. Damn funny,
Must go watch. =)
Im seriously broke.
$2 till saturday. Ohs crystal castle is fucking annoying..
Here are 2 very random links:
*Culture Push (fucking awesome)
*Note to self (fucking retarded)
KKK <---- Hhahah (ALRIGHTS!)
Kk ill post properly now.
Anyway later today Sanity Obscure is performing at home club again and ill be down snapping photos for them. Classes as usual at 830 in the morning. English, my favorite. Well, i really cant wait for Thursday actually. Im gonna get fabric with farid. If possible, i wanna get a little photoshoot done.
I was having deep thoughts on the way back from town just now. I really thought that starting my business in fashion would be interesting. But first i want to start trying to make my high waisted mini skirt. Then i'd prolly go hardcore. This is so exciting. I was imaginating like my own shop in town, or better, someone caught wearing what i designed. Isn't that wickedly cool? Now i really want to go to La Salle and study fashion. I LOVE FASHION!!!!!
Friday im gonna continue my tattoo. Adding another 2 more birds.
Saturday as usual classes till 5 *yaWn*
Sunday, MIGHT MIGHT be going to the beach with Farzyn (ha. like real)
Oei... i miss these 2 so much.
Why why why why why =(
All the vajajas out there,
this boy is effingly retarded.
But he makes me smile like a duck....
K the exciting thing is my eyes are already starting to burn.
And
Soooooooooooooo in conclusion,
im gonna write expressive annoying vajaja crap in this post.
WOAHHH Kungfu panda. Damn nice. Damn funny,
Must go watch. =)
Im seriously broke.
$2 till saturday. Ohs crystal castle is fucking annoying..
Here are 2 very random links:
*Culture Push (fucking awesome)
*Note to self (fucking retarded)
KKK <---- Hhahah (ALRIGHTS!)
Kk ill post properly now.
Anyway later today Sanity Obscure is performing at home club again and ill be down snapping photos for them. Classes as usual at 830 in the morning. English, my favorite. Well, i really cant wait for Thursday actually. Im gonna get fabric with farid. If possible, i wanna get a little photoshoot done.
I was having deep thoughts on the way back from town just now. I really thought that starting my business in fashion would be interesting. But first i want to start trying to make my high waisted mini skirt. Then i'd prolly go hardcore. This is so exciting. I was imaginating like my own shop in town, or better, someone caught wearing what i designed. Isn't that wickedly cool? Now i really want to go to La Salle and study fashion. I LOVE FASHION!!!!!
Friday im gonna continue my tattoo. Adding another 2 more birds.
Saturday as usual classes till 5 *yaWn*
Sunday, MIGHT MIGHT be going to the beach with Farzyn (ha. like real)
Oei... i miss these 2 so much.
Why why why why why =(
All the vajajas out there,
this boy is effingly retarded.
But he makes me smile like a duck.
Life as a girl
I read this in an email and i realised that it is very true...
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying. When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says ' I love you ', she means it. When a girl says ' I miss you ', no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person. Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
Wow, what a fairytale isnt it. (that sentance says it all)
oday's boring. Its already 4pm.
Im still at home. Bored. (but its okayy)
Wonders*** When the hell is he gonna beep me. =(...
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying. When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says ' I love you ', she means it. When a girl says ' I miss you ', no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person. Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
Wow, what a fairytale isnt it. (that sentance says it all)
oday's boring. Its already 4pm.
Im still at home. Bored. (but its okayy)
Wonders*** When the hell is he gonna beep me. =(
I know you feel it too.
I cant be more happy then what i am right now.
FINALLY!
My Yves Saint Laurent, Young Sexy Lovely Perfume and Lipstick =D
Today was fun.
Ah pek came over last night. He decided to spent the whole morning watching the movies i had in my laptop while i didnt care and just fell asleep. It was nice when i felt he's hands running through my hair and down my face (while sleeping). As so he said, he didnt sleep at all (thats why he didnt have morning breath. Ha wow) Haha then we had lunch at Macs (i got him a Kungfu Panda Toy with my happy meal = killer lame-ness). Went to go meet Mr. Farid soon after that.
Something Random:
I didnt see Mike today, or i would ask for 2 packets of cigarettes before killing him.
Back to what i was talking. Okay.. Hmmmm... Everyone close is having relationship problems now. Why? Like Farid. Shit man. I want something good and exciting to happen to him and Nat but right now, Nat is playing hard to get and ignorant. Its okayy Farid boy, like i said, everything happens for a reason.
Something Random (part 2):
Im getting drunk on Milk!
Oh and i still want that Chanel Bag and Dolce Sunglasses =(
God im really tired.
Gonna meet Farid later today and we're gonna play with Fluorescent Coloured Fabric Paints. Prolly meet my Ah Pek also. (Life is slowly getting sweeter)
Till then, goodnight suckers.
Oh and one last thing, fuck the rock star attitude at Suicidal @ Home.
You guys sucked yesterday.
Much love =)
♥ Lyns
...
FINALLY!
My Yves Saint Laurent, Young Sexy Lovely Perfume and Lipstick =D
Today was fun.
Ah pek came over last night. He decided to spent the whole morning watching the movies i had in my laptop while i didnt care and just fell asleep. It was nice when i felt he's hands running through my hair and down my face (while sleeping). As so he said, he didnt sleep at all (thats why he didnt have morning breath. Ha wow) Haha then we had lunch at Macs (i got him a Kungfu Panda Toy with my happy meal = killer lame-ness). Went to go meet Mr. Farid soon after that.
Something Random:
I didnt see Mike today, or i would ask for 2 packets of cigarettes before killing him.
Back to what i was talking. Okay.. Hmmmm... Everyone close is having relationship problems now. Why? Like Farid. Shit man. I want something good and exciting to happen to him and Nat but right now, Nat is playing hard to get and ignorant. Its okayy Farid boy, like i said, everything happens for a reason.
Something Random (part 2):
Im getting drunk on Milk!
Oh and i still want that Chanel Bag and Dolce Sunglasses =(
God im really tired.
Gonna meet Farid later today and we're gonna play with Fluorescent Coloured Fabric Paints. Prolly meet my Ah Pek also. (Life is slowly getting sweeter)
Till then, goodnight suckers.
Oh and one last thing, fuck the rock star attitude at Suicidal @ Home.
You guys sucked yesterday.
Much love =)
♥ Lyns
Oh... by the way...
Patrick Wolf is fuckingliciously HOT
WALAO.
Kk ive got to go sleep. Its already 3 am.
Later there's a gig. I have got to energize....
Ok. How would i start this.
I wanna make this post as short as possible.
Im not truely happy about whats going on in my life. Alot of confusion.
Love, family, life.
What is the deal with always wanting to hang out late at nights? Do you know how much trouble i would get myself into?
And the number of times we have made out? Countless....
These feelings were nice at first. But they are slowly changing.
You know i am crazy for you and you should also know that this charade cant go on forever.
I dont want to reply you when you whisper "I LOVE YOU" into my ears cause im holding myself back from developing any feelings.
Ill leave someday unless you change. Im not living in your strange childish games.
The feeling of being hurt and heartbroken does exist in my life.
Do something.
Mom, please.
Im tired of you and everything else that is associated with you.
Put up with me a little more, that is all i ask.
Ill leave the house soon, for you. Just like the way you want it to be.
Then, you can live in your stupid little perfect life without me in it.
It sickens me to know the fact that you are actually my mother.
This is damn sad.
I am 19 years old this year.
I tend to think alot.
And it kinda scares me abit.
I dont want a "PERFECT" life.
I just want a normal one.
Sometimes, i put in too much effort for the wrong people.
Everyone else is a waste of my time.
Unless, someone brave, proves me wrong.
I welcome you.
I hate you, and everyone else.
Goodnight....
WALAO.
Kk ive got to go sleep. Its already 3 am.
Later there's a gig. I have got to energize.
Tired of complaining. How ironic.
Ok. How would i start this.
I wanna make this post as short as possible.
Im not truely happy about whats going on in my life. Alot of confusion.
Love, family, life.
What is the deal with always wanting to hang out late at nights? Do you know how much trouble i would get myself into?
And the number of times we have made out? Countless....
These feelings were nice at first. But they are slowly changing.
You know i am crazy for you and you should also know that this charade cant go on forever.
I dont want to reply you when you whisper "I LOVE YOU" into my ears cause im holding myself back from developing any feelings.
Ill leave someday unless you change. Im not living in your strange childish games.
The feeling of being hurt and heartbroken does exist in my life.
Do something.
Mom, please.
Im tired of you and everything else that is associated with you.
Put up with me a little more, that is all i ask.
Ill leave the house soon, for you. Just like the way you want it to be.
Then, you can live in your stupid little perfect life without me in it.
It sickens me to know the fact that you are actually my mother.
This is damn sad.
I am 19 years old this year.
I tend to think alot.
And it kinda scares me abit.
I dont want a "PERFECT" life.
I just want a normal one.
Sometimes, i put in too much effort for the wrong people.
Everyone else is a waste of my time.
Unless, someone brave, proves me wrong.
I welcome you.
I hate you, and everyone else.
Goodnight.
