Anyway im off to my work place later to return my uniform and hopefully get them to pay me the 2 weeks of pay that they took. Ohs and my uniform too. With the company of nicole. Later on i'd prolly meet FiFi and we're heading down to the art museum over at City Hall. Its been awhile since i last visited the museum. Hmmmm Feb this year?
And prolly go to dxo later tonight. For some drinks and hopefully, to get Nicole's mind away from Cindy. Dear god, why must Love be such a complicating issue?
Yesterday i hung out with Asrizal and Elmicore. As usual Asrizal never fail to crazk me up with his stupid random jokes. I followed him shopping at Bugis Street had luncher (lunch cum dinner) then took a super super long journey to Tampines. How long? 2 effing hours yeah. Met FiFi and we hung out till late.
On wednesday FiFi came over and helped me with the wallpaper but it all fell out in the end hhhahaha. Then he followed me for a blood donation and had BURGER KING for dinner woot.
Tuesday i went to his place to just have a laid back tuesday afternoon. We watched movies and shows and had a little fun with pillow fights and all.
Im glad the holidays are here. More MORE time to sleep and rest.
HOLIDAYS ROCK! Woo
Drown the hurt DROWN DROWN DROWN
The usual, im effing tired.
Rights, ive got a msg from an old friend asking me if i wanna go to Genting Highlands on the 10th of dec. Erm wtf? The last time we contacted each other was like what last year? Omg so random. But she's a busted child. FULL OF EMPTY PROMISES.
This conversation just ruin my whole fucking morning.
Yeah at least i informed u cause i have a level of respect there not like when you went on your holiday for two days without even telling me.
Oh you go anywhere did you let me know? Only when you come home late then you'll inform me. Did you ever show respect for me as a mother? Unless you dont regard me as your mother. You live like a big short in the house. You dont wash your plates after your meals and your laungry is kept in the washing machine. I cant even wash my clothes. You dont even bother to take care of your stupid cat.
Oh so now im the problem. Maybe you should start thinking about how cold you've been treating me k.
Ok so you think ive treated you very badly and fine, your life is very miserable at home. Then seek happiness else where ok? Yeah right, im a bad and mean mother who doesnt care. Ill remember this Lynette.
Yah ok i thought you agreed to leave me alone? Anyway forget about the trip to Australia. If you still want to act like this, we have to stop pretending that we have a perfect family that spends christmas together cause in reality, i dont see any family at all. I'd rather if you guys go and leave me here.
Dont always push the blame on someone else. Just to let you know ive quit the center and ive been working at Club 21 for 3 weeks now and ive thought of getting you a part time job here during the november and december holidays. There's no point. You were never happy with what i did.
If you told me that i'd gladly appreciate it but honestly, what have you done over the last month? Only once you asked me to help clear Eddy's office. Thats all. Even to ask money from you was also difficult cause i know you'll nag so i got my teacher to call you instead. You have any idea how embarrassing that was? And i dont push the blame on people k. I know im in fault in some way or the other but at least im admitting it. Are you doing the same? NO!
HURT HURT HURT HURT HURT
So ogay, i went out with nicole on friday. Just hung around town. Cindy and here were like heating up so left halfway. I went home. Was tired. Chey
Yesterday meet Litfi and the rest. Was really get i got to know LaLa and Daniel a little better though. Then Lutfi and i decided to crash over at their place. We watched Final Destination 3 and Wild Hogs. I slept halfway during FD3 and i couldnt hear shit when watchin wild hogs cause Dan's parents were sleeping. Blah Blah then at 8 freakin am in the morning back to the stupid stupid conversation above. Im in home.
Later there'll be a photoshoot for Aidil and his girl
Theme: Erm.. urban? indie? Punk??!??!? OMG PUNK?
Yah k whatever. I pray pray pray i have the mood to take the shots.
I seems like forever sice i last did a model shoot. I seriously need improvments. Dommers.
Till then im tucking in like soon. Soooo YAH.
...
Rights, ive got a msg from an old friend asking me if i wanna go to Genting Highlands on the 10th of dec. Erm wtf? The last time we contacted each other was like what last year? Omg so random. But she's a busted child. FULL OF EMPTY PROMISES.
This conversation just ruin my whole fucking morning.
Yeah at least i informed u cause i have a level of respect there not like when you went on your holiday for two days without even telling me.
Oh you go anywhere did you let me know? Only when you come home late then you'll inform me. Did you ever show respect for me as a mother? Unless you dont regard me as your mother. You live like a big short in the house. You dont wash your plates after your meals and your laungry is kept in the washing machine. I cant even wash my clothes. You dont even bother to take care of your stupid cat.
Oh so now im the problem. Maybe you should start thinking about how cold you've been treating me k.
Ok so you think ive treated you very badly and fine, your life is very miserable at home. Then seek happiness else where ok? Yeah right, im a bad and mean mother who doesnt care. Ill remember this Lynette.
Yah ok i thought you agreed to leave me alone? Anyway forget about the trip to Australia. If you still want to act like this, we have to stop pretending that we have a perfect family that spends christmas together cause in reality, i dont see any family at all. I'd rather if you guys go and leave me here.
Dont always push the blame on someone else. Just to let you know ive quit the center and ive been working at Club 21 for 3 weeks now and ive thought of getting you a part time job here during the november and december holidays. There's no point. You were never happy with what i did.
If you told me that i'd gladly appreciate it but honestly, what have you done over the last month? Only once you asked me to help clear Eddy's office. Thats all. Even to ask money from you was also difficult cause i know you'll nag so i got my teacher to call you instead. You have any idea how embarrassing that was? And i dont push the blame on people k. I know im in fault in some way or the other but at least im admitting it. Are you doing the same? NO!
HURT HURT HURT HURT HURT
So ogay, i went out with nicole on friday. Just hung around town. Cindy and here were like heating up so left halfway. I went home. Was tired. Chey
Yesterday meet Litfi and the rest. Was really get i got to know LaLa and Daniel a little better though. Then Lutfi and i decided to crash over at their place. We watched Final Destination 3 and Wild Hogs. I slept halfway during FD3 and i couldnt hear shit when watchin wild hogs cause Dan's parents were sleeping. Blah Blah then at 8 freakin am in the morning back to the stupid stupid conversation above. Im in home.
Later there'll be a photoshoot for Aidil and his girl
Theme: Erm.. urban? indie? Punk??!??!? OMG PUNK?
Yah k whatever. I pray pray pray i have the mood to take the shots.
I seems like forever sice i last did a model shoot. I seriously need improvments. Dommers.
Till then im tucking in like soon. Soooo YAH.
Its the hardest story ill ever tell
Nah not really.
I dont know why the fuck ive been so motherfucking moody these days. FUCK ME.
Dear jesus.. what on earth is happening to me balls?
I didnt have a good start this morning.
Woke up late and decided to take a cab. Fucking taxi driver didnt know how to go to my school. But it was totally fine with me.. so as he was driving along TPE i thought that he knew how to get out from the highway and i would direct him from there but instead he stuck to the bloody highway all the way till we ended up in freaking changi airport. Like wtf la seriously. I was like already pretty late for class and the last place i wanted to go was CHANGI AIRPORT. Swear if i took the bus it'd make no difference. Plus ill get to save like 10 bucks from cab fare. lt was actually 20 but coz of his stupidity i told him i only wanted to give him 10.
Then came the stupid 30 secs trailer that was dued at 345pm today.
I tihnk that JOEL is seriously a disturbed person. He should seek comfort in God to overcome any obsticles he is facing. (thats making him this way). You how annoying it is when people are rushing hard for things and your lecturer is there yaking yaking and yaking. AND WOULDNT SHUT THE HELL UP?
This was our little annoying yet funny argument we had
Joel: Lynette, can u hurry i dont have all day for you know.
Lyns: Yah wait can u be a little more patient?
Joel: Why cant u used office 97? Why must u use office 07?
Lyns: Whats wrong with that? Im updated what.
Joel; Yah, but the main computer here cant read the format. Can u please download microsoft office 1997 and do your scripts there from now on.
Lyns: WOAH! This freaking school got so much money to buy over 6 HD MAC Pros for our editing suites but got no money to update the programmes in the systems is it?
Joel: .....(silence).....
Thank god i managed to finish it and im pretty satisfied with my work.
Ohs ive got like a 25 out of 30 for my recent exam. Wuhooo to Lyns.
Sunday was fucked though i had lotsa fun with alex. Damn who the fuck goes on an all girl shopping spree with only 80 bucks? OHS BLAME WORK. I have no effing idea they were holding back 2 weeks of my damn pay. It pissed me off so much i skipped work on saturday and went out with Nicole. That saturday night we went to Saint James Power House with Cindy. Then FiFi came along a little later. not as posh as i expected it to be. I got busted as i ended up buying the drinks. Not even an inch close to getting TIPSY sian. All the bengs there were like shuffling to R&B. Fifi and i were like er.... wth?
I dont feel good bout this video production.
I guess alot of things are being a total sucker to me now.
Tell me someone i can fall back on. *pouts*
...
I dont know why the fuck ive been so motherfucking moody these days. FUCK ME.
Dear jesus.. what on earth is happening to me balls?
I didnt have a good start this morning.
Woke up late and decided to take a cab. Fucking taxi driver didnt know how to go to my school. But it was totally fine with me.. so as he was driving along TPE i thought that he knew how to get out from the highway and i would direct him from there but instead he stuck to the bloody highway all the way till we ended up in freaking changi airport. Like wtf la seriously. I was like already pretty late for class and the last place i wanted to go was CHANGI AIRPORT. Swear if i took the bus it'd make no difference. Plus ill get to save like 10 bucks from cab fare. lt was actually 20 but coz of his stupidity i told him i only wanted to give him 10.
Then came the stupid 30 secs trailer that was dued at 345pm today.
I tihnk that JOEL is seriously a disturbed person. He should seek comfort in God to overcome any obsticles he is facing. (thats making him this way). You how annoying it is when people are rushing hard for things and your lecturer is there yaking yaking and yaking. AND WOULDNT SHUT THE HELL UP?
This was our little annoying yet funny argument we had
Joel: Lynette, can u hurry i dont have all day for you know.
Lyns: Yah wait can u be a little more patient?
Joel: Why cant u used office 97? Why must u use office 07?
Lyns: Whats wrong with that? Im updated what.
Joel; Yah, but the main computer here cant read the format. Can u please download microsoft office 1997 and do your scripts there from now on.
Lyns: WOAH! This freaking school got so much money to buy over 6 HD MAC Pros for our editing suites but got no money to update the programmes in the systems is it?
Joel: .....(silence).....
Thank god i managed to finish it and im pretty satisfied with my work.
Ohs ive got like a 25 out of 30 for my recent exam. Wuhooo to Lyns.
Sunday was fucked though i had lotsa fun with alex. Damn who the fuck goes on an all girl shopping spree with only 80 bucks? OHS BLAME WORK. I have no effing idea they were holding back 2 weeks of my damn pay. It pissed me off so much i skipped work on saturday and went out with Nicole. That saturday night we went to Saint James Power House with Cindy. Then FiFi came along a little later. not as posh as i expected it to be. I got busted as i ended up buying the drinks. Not even an inch close to getting TIPSY sian. All the bengs there were like shuffling to R&B. Fifi and i were like er.... wth?
I dont feel good bout this video production.
I guess alot of things are being a total sucker to me now.
Tell me someone i can fall back on. *pouts*
Im tired
Of life basically.
I just told Jen today. 4 major things in my life.
*School
*Work
*Photography & Filming
*Love and precious moments with FIFI and friends
24 hours a day is surely not enough for me and where do i find the time so have a good rest (OMG SLEEP)?
I feel like a robort with feelings.
How sad is that? Well, at least ive got the most important thing people are still desperately searching for and it is love from the most amazing guy i could ever ask for, Lutfi BumBum.
BFF. God, i seriously feel sorry for her and whatever she's feeling and going through right now. I promised myself that whatever happens and whenever she needs me, ill always be there for her. I was in her position once not too long ago and someone was there to catch me whenever i fell so now im repaying the gesture. Its something i had to do. Besides i do care alot about people, how they feel and what they do.
Hey, ive been getting lotsa bubus lately. RWAR
Tonight ill be working till 3 am. Had barely enough of sleep. How the fuck am i gonna do this.
At this very moment im as seen in the picture except my surroundings are not as fancy....
Another lazy afternoon and wow, im not feeling tired while blogging this post =)
Anyways nothing much has happened.
Ive been thinking alot lately and ive realised that all the emotional and childish events that happened in the last few months have made me realise who my true friends are and also ive grown more matured in situations where u hear nasty nasty rumors bout u. Solutions, ignored them. Cause they are KIDS and KIDS only seek attention. They'll grow out of it one day. I know.
"ive been dying to tell you some stuff that has been hurting me but honestly, im too afraid to cause i dont wanna hurt you. i love you and thats the last thing i would wanna do darling. i know ive been rather different towards you these past few days. i just get annoyed by the things u say. please love, dont ever assume. its a mean thing to do and it hurts. please dont tell me how great u are at things or how better you are at it. i dont have to know that coz in my heart you are already my hero. dont remind me how perfect you are cause in my eyes, you already are. dont lead the rest, only me. cause i wanna be the only one to fall into your arms, no one else. im sorry love if u read this post and get hurt by it. but lik everyone else, true feelings are better showed through writting."
I wanna eat stingray so badly hhahaha...
Work till 3 am is seriously no joke balls.
It felt like the limbs in my legs were slowly breaking apart.
Im still thinking bout sunday and how excited i am.
This makes me miss alex even more.
And no, im not gay.
Filming on Tuesday? You ready? Omwash time so screw some bitches coz ive got authority.
Our one month anniversary is coming. What should i do or get? Suggestions? Anyone?
I hate my family. Yah like duh.. every teenage kid with Angst obviously has issues with their families. But its WITHOUT a reason to hate. Thats effing lame. Imagine how it would feel like having your own family member to bitch and backstab you? Is that so motherfucking lame? For no aparent reason, im getting ignored by them. Fuck it.
*Imagine how my life would be like if i had telekinesis power.*
HELL YEAH!...
RWAR.
I'm anticipating patiently for Sunday.
Shopping with Alex. Pigging out and the movies.
Just what i need to distress myself.
I really wanna stop smoking. For real. Its bad for health.
Anyway i love the fashion styles that MOCHINO offers. From the baby doll dresses to the coloured stocking.
Randomly going though DeviantArt and other photography websites. It seriously amazes me. I wanna find a model crazy enough to have multi coloured hair and wears big outfits with numerous amounts of jewelry. Find the perfect location and wala! My achievement.
Models? Anyone?...
Amazing Photographer - Im inspired.
Ive been so restless lately. Havent really had the mood to do anything. Now that im filming and working at the same time. My energy is all drained out. I feel like a prune. All i wanna do is sleep forever and not wake up.
Am i taking a risk by putting this blog public?
Well.. if anyone kid would wanna rumor this out go ahead. Honestly, im sick of your childish games. Most importantly, im sick of all of you. Well, the right time will come and you all will realise what kind of an imbecile jerk you all have turned into and im just gonna stand there and laugh at each and every one of you till you cry.
Bottom line is, i know you hate me. But trust me, i hate you more.
What's love?
The true meaning of love? What must one do to feel loved? Or to love itself?
Erm, okay. I just bumped my head and realised that this is one hella stupid question.
Goodnight ♥
*smiles*...
Yeah. I wish. I wish hard.
And there is one particular person i wish to see suffer in the end.
Seeing her cry when her life is at crisis would be licking the icing off a cake. I hate that stupid fat cunt i see in the corner of my eye.
Ive been so tired restless and moody lately. God give me the energy to live.
Or at keast just maybe wake up early for school, Ive really got to put my act together and have more interest in school. If not something real bad's gonna happen.
Saturday was at Pasir Ris. Rained.
All i needed was cigerattes and cash. It was good enough for me.
♥Lutfi Owns
I can be selfish at times. But if you really care you wouldnt finish all my drink and food. I learn from mistakes. And it is not to depend on people too much and you'll end up getting hurt.
Point taken?...
I just told Jen today. 4 major things in my life.
*School
*Work
*Photography & Filming
*Love and precious moments with FIFI and friends
24 hours a day is surely not enough for me and where do i find the time so have a good rest (OMG SLEEP)?
I feel like a robort with feelings.
How sad is that? Well, at least ive got the most important thing people are still desperately searching for and it is love from the most amazing guy i could ever ask for, Lutfi BumBum.
BFF. God, i seriously feel sorry for her and whatever she's feeling and going through right now. I promised myself that whatever happens and whenever she needs me, ill always be there for her. I was in her position once not too long ago and someone was there to catch me whenever i fell so now im repaying the gesture. Its something i had to do. Besides i do care alot about people, how they feel and what they do.
Hey, ive been getting lotsa bubus lately. RWAR
Tonight ill be working till 3 am. Had barely enough of sleep. How the fuck am i gonna do this.
At this very moment im as seen in the picture except my surroundings are not as fancy.
Sometimes i think hard
Another lazy afternoon and wow, im not feeling tired while blogging this post =)
Anyways nothing much has happened.
Ive been thinking alot lately and ive realised that all the emotional and childish events that happened in the last few months have made me realise who my true friends are and also ive grown more matured in situations where u hear nasty nasty rumors bout u. Solutions, ignored them. Cause they are KIDS and KIDS only seek attention. They'll grow out of it one day. I know.
"ive been dying to tell you some stuff that has been hurting me but honestly, im too afraid to cause i dont wanna hurt you. i love you and thats the last thing i would wanna do darling. i know ive been rather different towards you these past few days. i just get annoyed by the things u say. please love, dont ever assume. its a mean thing to do and it hurts. please dont tell me how great u are at things or how better you are at it. i dont have to know that coz in my heart you are already my hero. dont remind me how perfect you are cause in my eyes, you already are. dont lead the rest, only me. cause i wanna be the only one to fall into your arms, no one else. im sorry love if u read this post and get hurt by it. but lik everyone else, true feelings are better showed through writting."
I wanna eat stingray so badly hhahaha
You gotta spread the word
Work till 3 am is seriously no joke balls.
It felt like the limbs in my legs were slowly breaking apart.
Im still thinking bout sunday and how excited i am.
This makes me miss alex even more.
And no, im not gay.
Filming on Tuesday? You ready? Omwash time so screw some bitches coz ive got authority.
Our one month anniversary is coming. What should i do or get? Suggestions? Anyone?
I hate my family. Yah like duh.. every teenage kid with Angst obviously has issues with their families. But its WITHOUT a reason to hate. Thats effing lame. Imagine how it would feel like having your own family member to bitch and backstab you? Is that so motherfucking lame? For no aparent reason, im getting ignored by them. Fuck it.
*Imagine how my life would be like if i had telekinesis power.*
HELL YEAH!
I LOVE LOVE <3
RWAR.
I'm anticipating patiently for Sunday.
Shopping with Alex. Pigging out and the movies.
Just what i need to distress myself.
I really wanna stop smoking. For real. Its bad for health.
Anyway i love the fashion styles that MOCHINO offers. From the baby doll dresses to the coloured stocking.
Randomly going though DeviantArt and other photography websites. It seriously amazes me. I wanna find a model crazy enough to have multi coloured hair and wears big outfits with numerous amounts of jewelry. Find the perfect location and wala! My achievement.
Models? Anyone?
Call me out to play
Amazing Photographer - Im inspired.
Ive been so restless lately. Havent really had the mood to do anything. Now that im filming and working at the same time. My energy is all drained out. I feel like a prune. All i wanna do is sleep forever and not wake up.
Am i taking a risk by putting this blog public?
Well.. if anyone kid would wanna rumor this out go ahead. Honestly, im sick of your childish games. Most importantly, im sick of all of you. Well, the right time will come and you all will realise what kind of an imbecile jerk you all have turned into and im just gonna stand there and laugh at each and every one of you till you cry.
Bottom line is, i know you hate me. But trust me, i hate you more.
What's love?
The true meaning of love? What must one do to feel loved? Or to love itself?
Erm, okay. I just bumped my head and realised that this is one hella stupid question.
Goodnight ♥
*smiles*
I wanna do the Frug
|
Yeah. I wish. I wish hard.
And there is one particular person i wish to see suffer in the end.
Seeing her cry when her life is at crisis would be licking the icing off a cake. I hate that stupid fat cunt i see in the corner of my eye.
Ive been so tired restless and moody lately. God give me the energy to live.
Or at keast just maybe wake up early for school, Ive really got to put my act together and have more interest in school. If not something real bad's gonna happen.
Saturday was at Pasir Ris. Rained.
All i needed was cigerattes and cash. It was good enough for me.
♥Lutfi Owns
I can be selfish at times. But if you really care you wouldnt finish all my drink and food. I learn from mistakes. And it is not to depend on people too much and you'll end up getting hurt.
Point taken?
