This is like the worse fashion show i've ever
attended
watched
heard of
participated
Anyway alot has happened.
Wait...
Not much.
Just that now I'm working in Topman in wisma ha ha
Always remember that the styles available from Topman cater to the guys off the street. So customise your own style and check out the very latest fashion trends for men at your nearest Topman stores today!
Hhahahahahaa right. How cheesy.
Anyway me and Fi are doing as fine as erm?? KK I'm good at this. As fine as a LINE ha omg LINE!! Anyway yeah.. we are hopelessly in love. We've been together for almost 3 months now?
We have so many promises for each other. Like how much we wanna spend new years in another country and how we wanna take our licence together. We are saving hard. Rwar. I really hope i can get a room for the resort in bintan on new years so we can party hard.
Topman is pretty fun. The people working there are like really friendly and nice. Helpful too.. I can wait to memorise the merchandise fast so i can serve customers with confidence. Ohs and congrats to Alex for getting the job at Topshop.
I soooo wanna work hard save hard and party hard. =D
Oh my oh my oh my.
The sudden obsession of Mia Kirshner. Love loves!!
Goodness.. doctors?! save me!!
Ive been so fucking sick lately. This might be the last post ill have up in this blog. Might not. I dont know. Im sick and feverish so i might be doing things normal people dont do or say things that doesnt make any sense or i might blow up like a nuclear bomb.
Ive been coughing hard and everytime i do that, my tummy, head and chest feels like exploding. I wanna feel normal again. RWAR.
It'll be another weekend at home and i feel like jumping out of my window. I cant stand the boredom. I wouldnt mind going to town and sitting down next to a begger. He prolly has many interesting stories to tell me.
This week has been rather dead.
Fi stayed over on sunday and we had KFC delivered back home.
Monday Fi and i went shopping over at Bugis. He bought me this really lovely top and we stumbled upon kiki. Still i dont understand. Feel like smacking her.
Tuesday was devoted to filming. Miscommuncations. Sucks. Dinner with Fi. He looks kinda cute with colour hair. HA
Wednesday karyn and i hung out for a little while over at Tam. Fi and i headed over to geylang. We 'jalan raya' and it was my first. Again he bought me a sweet dress. I couldnt take my eyes off the delicious traditional cookies they were selling.
Well.... this week ahead ill be spending my hours alone at home again. Fi would be busy visiting his relatives. I hope he has fun.
Money > Girlfriend. Understand the equation?
Anyway i cant wait for the 19th. Will tell you why in a bit.
I'm completely lost in a fucked up miserable complicating world of mine.
Its always the scenario where my friends are troubled and all and i would be the someone they could fall on. I have like 28 shoulders for friends to cry on at different period of times.
Who do i have?
Not even a caring boyfriend. This kills hard deep inside.
Knowing that my boyfriend isn't the first person i can run to whenever I'm feeling down.
*cries*
I feel like stabbing myself with a blunt pencil continuously till i hear my veins crying for me to stop. How careless am i? How on earth did i leave my identification card and ezlink in the bus without knowing it? I was so pissed with myself i almost ripped myself apart.
Everything will be perfect the day i die.
I'm not being like some fucken emo scumbag but right now I'm so disappointed in myself.
Who cares? Fuck it.
I don't know what to say or type. Where to go or what to do.
I just wanna curl up and cry.
Till someone runs along and pick me up and brings me back to reality.
What hurts and kills more is knowing that that person wouldn't even be my boyfriend.
8 hours and counting. *rips heart out and feeds it to the pigeons*
