I used to tell you that I needed time on my own but I never thought I would need you here with me when I cried. The days feel like years when I'm alone. Do you see how much I need you right now? Darling, I miss you. That's all i can think about right now. Now that you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. I've never felt this way before. I'm feeling so uneasy. Everything that I do reminds me of you, of us. I want to know if we were made for each other. Everything I did and would do, I'd give my heart and soul.

Dear God, I need to feel him here with me.

I spend the whole day at home today. Partly coz I'm very badly injured due to Beats and also I'm broke. 24 blue-blacks and counting. 2 deep cuts caused by god knows what and i sprained my left feet badly.

How can i feel so agitated with myself only cause i miss someone to so much?

I dont know how to put these feelings in words but i know im going crazy. Im sorry. Im sorry for what ive done. I know my faults i know my mistakes. I miss you dearly. I grew out of what i was before. I was a kid. I've grown out of all that. Please honey, give me one more chance?
This is really driving me nuts. Someone please save me from this horrible misery.

I miss you in a million ways and when I cry myself to sleep, I can hear you calling me "Please don't weep". You were always there when i needed you the most. Times when i was so close to death. The day i consumed over 40 pills and slashed my wrist deep, i couldnt remember a single thing but the only thing i could recall was that you were by my side. Thank you.
I know ive always turned away. But I've no one to run to because that person was always you.
Do you get the whole picture?

I could still close my eyes and feel your fingers run through my hair. And no, all those times i was never asleep. I wanted to feel every single second of that moment. Moments cherished.
New years at the beach. The day i was so sick. Our anniversary at Seoul Garden. Christmas mass in church. The night at the beach when i cried so hard for you. The pizzas we ate together and the countless amount of junk food. It was your favourite. How we cooked together in that little kitchen of yours. How we fought but still ending up loving each other.

Im certain im going crazy.
Someone's just got to help me right now.
Im slowly dissappearing from everyones life
Someone help me find the reason to live again.

When he came up to me and asked if i was alright, the only thing i did was to turn around and i kept really really quiet. Lit my cigarette.
Tears dashed down like a waterfall.
When i turned around i wanted to tell him how much i missed him sincerely but before i could do that he was gone.

Labels: Feelings

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I used to tell you that I needed time on my own but I never thought I would need you here with me when I cried. The days feel like years when I'm alone. Do you see how much I need you right now? Darling, I miss you. That's all i can think about right now. Now that you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. I've never felt this way before. I'm feeling so uneasy. Everything that I do reminds me of you, of us. I want to know if we were made for each other. Everything I did and would do, I'd give my heart and soul.

Dear God, I need to feel him here with me.

I spend the whole day at home today. Partly coz I'm very badly injured due to Beats and also I'm broke. 24 blue-blacks and counting. 2 deep cuts caused by god knows what and i sprained my left feet badly.

How can i feel so agitated with myself only cause i miss someone to so much?

I dont know how to put these feelings in words but i know im going crazy. Im sorry. Im sorry for what ive done. I know my faults i know my mistakes. I miss you dearly. I grew out of what i was before. I was a kid. I've grown out of all that. Please honey, give me one more chance?
This is really driving me nuts. Someone please save me from this horrible misery.

I miss you in a million ways and when I cry myself to sleep, I can hear you calling me "Please don't weep". You were always there when i needed you the most. Times when i was so close to death. The day i consumed over 40 pills and slashed my wrist deep, i couldnt remember a single thing but the only thing i could recall was that you were by my side. Thank you.
I know ive always turned away. But I've no one to run to because that person was always you.
Do you get the whole picture?

I could still close my eyes and feel your fingers run through my hair. And no, all those times i was never asleep. I wanted to feel every single second of that moment. Moments cherished.
New years at the beach. The day i was so sick. Our anniversary at Seoul Garden. Christmas mass in church. The night at the beach when i cried so hard for you. The pizzas we ate together and the countless amount of junk food. It was your favourite. How we cooked together in that little kitchen of yours. How we fought but still ending up loving each other.

Im certain im going crazy.
Someone's just got to help me right now.
Im slowly dissappearing from everyones life
Someone help me find the reason to live again.

When he came up to me and asked if i was alright, the only thing i did was to turn around and i kept really really quiet. Lit my cigarette.
Tears dashed down like a waterfall.
When i turned around i wanted to tell him how much i missed him sincerely but before i could do that he was gone.

Labels: Feelings

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