So many things have happened since i last blogged.
There was more hanging out.
There was alex's birthday.
There were somedays i wished didnt end.
There were somedays i cried and wished i wasnt born.
And there was everyday, where i missed him.

Can i say that Alex's birthday party was fun?
I got really drunk and had 4 angels looking after me.
Galissa, Azura, Zander & Devan
The only way to repay them is to take em out for dinner sometime.
When i have the cash $$$.
I got drunk for a reason though. Was pretty upset on that day.
Right till this moment,
ive got no idea what went wrong along the way resulting for the situation to be like how i am right this second.

It feels like erm. Im.. how do i say it. Whatever it is. Im just pretty upset over this whole issue and also when im hanging out with them, it feels like when they look at me they're telling me indirectly, omfg why the hell is she here. I dont wanna assume. I believe ive got friends. And friends dont do this. Unless im wrong. DONT KNOW LA FUCK. =(

I miss him so much. Once school starts im just gonna go crazy.
The only way to see him is when im hanging out with the rest. Feels so weird.
I hate the fact that i put myself into so much trouble just to see someone i really miss.
The feelings all so awkward when im with the clique. It feels like im some pilar or im unwanted but its all worth it in the end when i get to see him.

K enough of that crap.
Im not a stalker neither am i clingy.
I just really really like him thats all.

4 more days till school reopens. I miss the friends in school.
I really feel like killing myself
I dont understand the fact that when i try my best to be uber nice to everyone they turn around and say that im seeking attention. Kill me. Seriously.
Then what should i do? If i just keep quiet, people might say im some moody bitch which leads everyone to be moody too.
Dear god. Cruxify me.

Labels: Feelings

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So many things have happened since i last blogged.
There was more hanging out.
There was alex's birthday.
There were somedays i wished didnt end.
There were somedays i cried and wished i wasnt born.
And there was everyday, where i missed him.

Can i say that Alex's birthday party was fun?
I got really drunk and had 4 angels looking after me.
Galissa, Azura, Zander & Devan
The only way to repay them is to take em out for dinner sometime.
When i have the cash $$$.
I got drunk for a reason though. Was pretty upset on that day.
Right till this moment,
ive got no idea what went wrong along the way resulting for the situation to be like how i am right this second.

It feels like erm. Im.. how do i say it. Whatever it is. Im just pretty upset over this whole issue and also when im hanging out with them, it feels like when they look at me they're telling me indirectly, omfg why the hell is she here. I dont wanna assume. I believe ive got friends. And friends dont do this. Unless im wrong. DONT KNOW LA FUCK. =(

I miss him so much. Once school starts im just gonna go crazy.
The only way to see him is when im hanging out with the rest. Feels so weird.
I hate the fact that i put myself into so much trouble just to see someone i really miss.
The feelings all so awkward when im with the clique. It feels like im some pilar or im unwanted but its all worth it in the end when i get to see him.

K enough of that crap.
Im not a stalker neither am i clingy.
I just really really like him thats all.

4 more days till school reopens. I miss the friends in school.
I really feel like killing myself
I dont understand the fact that when i try my best to be uber nice to everyone they turn around and say that im seeking attention. Kill me. Seriously.
Then what should i do? If i just keep quiet, people might say im some moody bitch which leads everyone to be moody too.
Dear god. Cruxify me.

Labels: Feelings

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