Rights, ive got a msg from an old friend asking me if i wanna go to Genting Highlands on the 10th of dec. Erm wtf? The last time we contacted each other was like what last year? Omg so random. But she's a busted child. FULL OF EMPTY PROMISES.
This conversation just ruin my whole fucking morning.
Yeah at least i informed u cause i have a level of respect there not like when you went on your holiday for two days without even telling me.
Oh you go anywhere did you let me know? Only when you come home late then you'll inform me. Did you ever show respect for me as a mother? Unless you dont regard me as your mother. You live like a big short in the house. You dont wash your plates after your meals and your laungry is kept in the washing machine. I cant even wash my clothes. You dont even bother to take care of your stupid cat.
Oh so now im the problem. Maybe you should start thinking about how cold you've been treating me k.
Ok so you think ive treated you very badly and fine, your life is very miserable at home. Then seek happiness else where ok? Yeah right, im a bad and mean mother who doesnt care. Ill remember this Lynette.
Yah ok i thought you agreed to leave me alone? Anyway forget about the trip to Australia. If you still want to act like this, we have to stop pretending that we have a perfect family that spends christmas together cause in reality, i dont see any family at all. I'd rather if you guys go and leave me here.
Dont always push the blame on someone else. Just to let you know ive quit the center and ive been working at Club 21 for 3 weeks now and ive thought of getting you a part time job here during the november and december holidays. There's no point. You were never happy with what i did.
If you told me that i'd gladly appreciate it but honestly, what have you done over the last month? Only once you asked me to help clear Eddy's office. Thats all. Even to ask money from you was also difficult cause i know you'll nag so i got my teacher to call you instead. You have any idea how embarrassing that was? And i dont push the blame on people k. I know im in fault in some way or the other but at least im admitting it. Are you doing the same? NO!
HURT HURT HURT HURT HURT
So ogay, i went out with nicole on friday. Just hung around town. Cindy and here were like heating up so left halfway. I went home. Was tired. Chey
Yesterday meet Litfi and the rest. Was really get i got to know LaLa and Daniel a little better though. Then Lutfi and i decided to crash over at their place. We watched Final Destination 3 and Wild Hogs. I slept halfway during FD3 and i couldnt hear shit when watchin wild hogs cause Dan's parents were sleeping. Blah Blah then at 8 freakin am in the morning back to the stupid stupid conversation above. Im in home.
Later there'll be a photoshoot for Aidil and his girl
Theme: Erm.. urban? indie? Punk??!??!? OMG PUNK?
Yah k whatever. I pray pray pray i have the mood to take the shots.
I seems like forever sice i last did a model shoot. I seriously need improvments. Dommers.
Till then im tucking in like soon. Soooo YAH.
