until i find a place where
me and things go together
im not sure where that is
but i know what its like
its like tiffany's
calms me down right away
the quietness, the proud look
nothing very bad could happen
to you there
if i could find a real life place
that made me feel like tiffany's, then...
then i'd buy some furniture
and give the cat a name.
I still have yet to figure what she is trying to say...
but i guess... in time to come.. she'll whisper it into my ears.
GODAMMIT! A fly is wondering around my face. Cant type properly.
Anyway... these days have been so calm for me except for a little excitation whenever he is anywhere near by. I would always scurry off to steal a hug from him whenever he was in school and Thursdays are my favorite cause i always find an excuse to spend that odd 3 hours with him alone. Saturdays are fun too.. Oh!!! And and and, the smoothing rubs he gives me on my back whenever i sigh from tiredness. I remember freaking out when he laid his head my shoulders. This is awesome. Oh so awesome.
Theres so many things i wanna say.. but all i think about is him.
Je m'ennuie de vous.
Ive been working.
Even now, while working, im blogging. It kinda gives me time to think bout what i would wanna write you know.. Well... im gonna play dress up with cloth like models now, take some pictures and will be right back.
Back.. so okayy.. while i was snapping away, i only could think of tomorrow and how excited i am in seeing him. Hugs hugs hugs. I feel spastic. Hehe =)
Anyways... ive been really really tired lately and ive realised that my life is like a series of events. More like a catastrophe. But im really thanksful for where i am now. Ive got a job. Im studying hard in school. And im with the right company of friends. I really dont wish for anymore more to handle then this.
I hope i have a few more stars left in my safe box so i can make a wish for Ryan.
Cause i think i wasted most of them on my birthday for the wrong people.
