Alright. Things are getting really complicated now.
Should i listen when friends tell me to wait patiently instead of searching?

I have been insanely tired lately. With the art exams. I cant fail this.
I feel different now a days. Like i dont know what im thinking, what im saying or typing. Scared i might do something wrong and stupid with the kind of mentality im having now.
Suddenly random friends are back in keeping contact with me and i go back to wondering if God really planned out my life for me.

I have been researching researching researching and drawing and sketching like non stop.
I feel like an insane child.



But yet, like how i always say it, like i have a choice.

Tuesday do art.
Wednesday do art.
Thursday do art.
Friday do art.
Farid do art.. (check this out hhahaha)



I just returned from session 2 of my chest piece. I am very happy i must say. Mom turned out really well. And yes, it did hurt like no wait worse than a bitch esp the area around my collar bone. Again, WHAT WAS I THINKING??



Boys.. qui sont elles? Pourquoi sont ils ici? Ce qui est leur vrai motif?
Do they think the same way?
I fell in love with my best friend.
I fell in love with the most adorable boy.

But something tells me im not good enough for them.
Yet again my heart tells me not to give up.
So what should i do now? Should i just give up and settle down? Or just continue the life im living now and be happy with what ive got.

Hhhahaha you know, people tell me,
I think too much,
And i think its true. Ha

Yeah, i miss Dhanik, Alot. ...

Alright. Things are getting really complicated now.
Should i listen when friends tell me to wait patiently instead of searching?

I have been insanely tired lately. With the art exams. I cant fail this.
I feel different now a days. Like i dont know what im thinking, what im saying or typing. Scared i might do something wrong and stupid with the kind of mentality im having now.
Suddenly random friends are back in keeping contact with me and i go back to wondering if God really planned out my life for me.

I have been researching researching researching and drawing and sketching like non stop.
I feel like an insane child.



But yet, like how i always say it, like i have a choice.

Tuesday do art.
Wednesday do art.
Thursday do art.
Friday do art.
Farid do art.. (check this out hhahaha)



I just returned from session 2 of my chest piece. I am very happy i must say. Mom turned out really well. And yes, it did hurt like no wait worse than a bitch esp the area around my collar bone. Again, WHAT WAS I THINKING??



Boys.. qui sont elles? Pourquoi sont ils ici? Ce qui est leur vrai motif?
Do they think the same way?
I fell in love with my best friend.
I fell in love with the most adorable boy.

But something tells me im not good enough for them.
Yet again my heart tells me not to give up.
So what should i do now? Should i just give up and settle down? Or just continue the life im living now and be happy with what ive got.

Hhhahaha you know, people tell me,
I think too much,
And i think its true. Ha

Yeah, i miss Dhanik, Alot. ...