3 men in 5 days.
Not like i had a choice. I just wanted a sense of belonging.
I want to feel loved. But not like it exist in my life.
Art, it spins around my mind constantly 24/7.
Why have i suddenly gotten so involved in it?
I want, i need, more inspiration.
I carry a black journal (just like him) around everywhere i go and i jot down little thoughts that gushes in and out of my senseless mind.
Photography, wow.
Nothing much i can say about it.
Its the kind of feeling where you have to actually try it to feel the pleasure.
Just like sex.
Friends.
Its not easy. (my mind is currently not thinking. Remember its almost 5am in the morning)
Some is worth spending time for, caring for and putting effort for.
Others, dont waste my time. Though at times when im bored, i might need you.
I am wise in the category of friendship.
I choose what i want and i stick to it also, i give my ultimate most TLC.
I am very sincere at times. But you have to know..
that im sick of your childish games. Right now, i am just playing along.
How beautiful, GROW UP.
I am high, from substance and tiredness.
I have been tired and sick.
Been working but not studying.
And yes, i do procrastinate ALOT.
Ill leave you with this for now,
till i have the mood to blog a proper one.
(since when has any of my post been proper??)
Oh by the way, i am not your trophy girl
Will appreciate it.
