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Familiar Surroundings
2009Im trying to find myself. You cant change the way you think. Past memories of 2008 keeps playing in my head like a broken record. If only i could reach out to change my mistakes but learning from them was the furthest i could go. Im still holding on. Always and forever.Listening to the songs i would once sing to you has permanently plastered a smile on my face. You showed me the meaning of a broken heart and showered me with painful memories. Your happiness has triggered my mentality so okayy, 2008 was a pretty awesome year for me [oops, did i just say that?] yes. And strangely, i am anticipating eagerly on what year 2009 had planned up for me. Im STILL AFRAID OF ALMOST EVERYTHING. Let me remind you.Trust me. Reset and live in happiness. Well, you never know. Tomorrow might just be the happiest day of my life. Or maybe the worse or even my last. =]Whatever the whoever might however.I wanna fall in love. [How funny is that?]


I still want world god dammit.
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Familiar Surroundings
2009Im trying to find myself. You cant change the way you think. Past memories of 2008 keeps playing in my head like a broken record. If only i could reach out to change my mistakes but learning from them was the furthest i could go. Im still holding on. Always and forever.Listening to the songs i would once sing to you has permanently plastered a smile on my face. You showed me the meaning of a broken heart and showered me with painful memories. Your happiness has triggered my mentality so okayy, 2008 was a pretty awesome year for me [oops, did i just say that?] yes. And strangely, i am anticipating eagerly on what year 2009 had planned up for me. Im STILL AFRAID OF ALMOST EVERYTHING. Let me remind you.Trust me. Reset and live in happiness. Well, you never know. Tomorrow might just be the happiest day of my life. Or maybe the worse or even my last. =]Whatever the whoever might however.I wanna fall in love. [How funny is that?]


I still want world god dammit.
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LYNETTE ALEXANDRA D'CRUZ - Artist in a box
TO ME...
If only it was as easy as shoving pretty powery substances up your nose
or falling down an imaginary stair to accomplish avoiding the game of being sweet.
When all you want to do is get past the bullshit frontiers
because games bore you to tears and whoever wanted to wait while he or she sorts out their compartments like colour coordinating their tshirts?
Just say it so i can either play with your pretty self and
shimmering smart sort rash you for another.
have regrettable run out of... Imagination

Also...
My portfolio is me, everything i am and its everything I'm not.
Its my weakness and my strength
My self-confidence, my self esteem.
My past, present, and most definitely my future.
My portfolio is where I'm going, where I've been.
Places i shouldn't have been, gone and shouldn't go.
Its everything and just like a book.
It's my inspiration, my generation and it's never finished.
Never done, always a work in progress.
Its everything I've ever seen, heard, touched, smelled, sensed and believed
and my worse fears and all my hopes at the same time.
Its the beginning and the end of an era
and so much more than just a phrase.
Its my portfolio,
and describing it is describing me.
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