I know something is screaming out loud inside me. But im trying hard to contain it.
There is this itch of desire to cry every time the memories run through my thoughts.
Happy or sad, they just didn't matter anymore.
I like to think that ill feel safer whenever im at a different place.
But i was wrong. I hate this place too.
Ive grown so scared of the person I've loved most.
Can that even be possible?
Have you ever had this feeling that you want to be with someone so much but you draw yourself back. From the agony of heart aching tears and sadness.
The fights, oh the continuous fights. Followed by angry threats, then comes the tears. When will this ever end?
Would you be able to let your world spin around me too?
I need you now.
Not in 9 days. The paranoia is rapidly growing with every second of you being away from me. I haven't been smiling. No. Believe me.
Your eyes shows you that I'm calm, use your heart, I'm running all over inside.
With mixed emotions.
